So this is my last full day in Mississippi, yet, somehow, I am not fully packed. I have SO MUCH CRAP. (I won't bother you guys with pictures) But I can't seem to get the last little stitch done. I am getting SO emotional. So it turns out that my mom is moving to Charlotte now, which I am still on the fence about. My dad, however, is staying here. This SUCKS. He is literally my favorite person in the entire world. I don't know what I will do without him. We are driving to Davidson together tomorrow. I will probably be bawling the whole time. I am SUPER excited about going to college, but right now, I don't want to go. At all. And it sucks because it's like I cut a whole year off the time I have with him. I have always been the "independent child" in comparison to my older brother. I very infrequently get home sick...but this is COLLEGE. I feel like a five year old who trying to drive an F150...like I don't even know how to get in the truck in the first place...let alone drive it! I can't see over the dash. I don't know how I got here....like just totally moving away. Tonight is the last night I will ever be in my house again. EVER. Am I being extremely dramatic?? I'm sorry. And then there is my brother..but it's okay because we spent practically all summer together.
I know meeting all of you guys will help me get over this though! But forreal...I have a shitload of stuff I should be doing right now.
Bye!! See you all soon!
I hear you...my last day is tomorrow and I'm still buying stuff I need!!
ReplyDeleteYou're not being melodramatic, or maybe we both are? Ehhh....whatever it is i'm sure we're not alone!
Hey both of you...
ReplyDeleteI felt the same when I was leaving my home in Athens two months ago... But really, it's just natural. I hate to say this, but, as soon as you get here, you'll be so excited that you won't have time to get sad about the people you miss. Just keep in touch with them through Skype etc.
I'm so excited to be seeing you in a few days! When are you arriving?
I will be there Wednesday. I just saw my brother for the last time until October like an hour ago. I bawled the whole way home
ReplyDeleteI'll be there Wednesday too, in the evening. I said goodbye to my boss/friend and little girls from work today and I cried too. Doesn't compare to a brother but I feel you D:
ReplyDeleteHe text me when I got home saying that I was his best friend and whatnot. I couldn't even text back :(
ReplyDeleteAnd your little girls sound absolutely adorable!!