Monday, July 2, 2012

"Oceanside"

Many of you will come to realize that with me, music will spill from my mouth, my heart, my earphones or dorm room (if my cool new roommate allows it!). I have no musical talent except for a deep desire to sing, even though I am not quite fantastic at it. "Oceanside" is the song that lingers in the air as I write (errr type) this out at what is 10:37pm PST. [This song is by The Decemberists if any of you are interested.]



Actually, now that I think about it, the title fits considering I am from California, more specifically a tiny suburb called Maywood which is about 15 minutes from Los Angeles. In actuality, we are still considered the same area. Oceanside, West Coast. How funny that I even spent yesterday at the beach, and today at an aquarium. Music, marine life ----> huge part of my life. Along with dance, which again I may not be perfect but I love it. My heart and soul since childhood!

"At rising tide, you're looking fresher than a July bride..."

I know what some of you may be thinking, city girl going to North Carolina? How will she manage without all the hustle and bustle? Quite frankly, I haven't a clue. All I have known is this place until last year when I took a massive road trip starting at NC (yes visiting Davidson!) and ending in New York. And to tell many of you East Coasters: Yes, we live in completely different areas of the US. You guys took me by surprise! The trees, the air...damn California with their palm trees....which I know I will greatly miss.

I suppose that my real answer, (and the answer than some of you might be calling your own as well) I am in need of change, in need of independence, in need of self illumination. Perhaps this entire new experience will further build who I am or destroy me and build a completely different person. Either way I could not be more excited!! Davidson is waiting on the other side of the continent (literally) and it is calling my name. Soon I will answer and go flying towards it.

"But oh, if I could only get you Oceanside, to lay your muscles wide, it'd be heavenly..."

I am terrified of leaving everyone behind, my family and friends. The love I have here will never be replaced. Pero aunque duela, lo haré. [But even though it hurts, I'll do it.] Oh, also something that will be continuously spilling from my mouth is the language of my home and family, Spanish. Davidson, you are gaining a Mexican American student.

More on this later. Night Night for now world..